Wednesday, February 08, 2006
tiap ari ketemu daniy..
it's wonderful when we spend the days together ^ ^
senang rasanya kalo gua masak.. trus ada yg makan..banyak pula.. dan bilank enak.
kalo ga enak, dia bilangnya bukan "gak enak" tapi "lumayan" hahaha. jd tetep komen yg cukup menyenangkan. ^ ^
daniy doyan bgt ma laksa..jd waktu di indo, buka2 resep mama.. begitu nemu laksa.. yah senengggg..
walo gua ga gitu gimanaaa bgt ma laksa...tp krn it's his fave.. jd merasa tertantang buat bisa! he he he. tp ternyt laksa yg gua bikin gak kayak laksa T.T
jd komennya sbg laksa "lumayan"... trus dia pikir2 lagi rasanya mirip kupat.. nah baru bilank "ini kaya kupat.. enak dehh" he he!
sejak gua dateng ke melb sampe hari ini.. pikiran gua tertuju sama assignments gua.. ada beberapa. tepatnya sejak pulang ke indo.. nahh otak terus berputar2..mikir assignment.. dan gimana caranya supaya assignment gua gak di-komplen orang2!
kalo assignmentnya gua kerjain sendiri.. gua gak gitu stress.. tp krn ini menyangkut 5 orang.. yah mau ga mau gua hrs bikin sebagus2nya.. biar gua sbg org Asia satu2nya di group gua.. gak malu2in banget gitu lah..
benernya gua merasa (bbrp kali merasa) gua dah did my best..
tp banyak komen mereka yg bilang ini salah, ini kurang itu kurang..
nahhh yg gini nih bikin pusinkkk..
dan assignment gua ada 7!!
di indo pun during my holiday.. gua sering di rumah..cek email dari group.. research..ketik2..
dan honestly sedikit waktu yg gua luangin buat maen sama temen2..
krn my time yg 1 bulan itu.. penuh sama jadwal due assignment.. dan begitu ada waktu luang.. i really want to spend the most of it with my family.. =) ow I love spending my time together with them!! especially those little kids! ^ ^
life is wonderful..with lovely people around.
hari pertama gua sampe melb..kangen keluarga..kangeeeeen bgt sampe nangis dan bt seharian.
iya walo gua seneng ketemu dani..tp hari itu bener2 gua homesick. sedih bgt.. sampe liat2in poto keponakan2 gua tuh bisa nangis.. haha
trus hari ke-2..yah sibuk lagi sama assignment.. jd homesick berkurang...
dan daniy tuh cowo yg sangat amat sabarrrrr... =) dah kenal bertaon2 gini.. dia teh ngertiin ajah..
enaknya punya cowo phlegmatic yah begituw.. walo kadang (sering) banyak arguments.. tp wajar deh la yaa..
selama minggu ini daniy temenin ajah di rumah.. kalo saya buat pr..dia nonton..
paling gua masak dan makan bareng2..
trus dah malem dia pulang.. = ) gitu berhari2.. : >
daniy kalo ke sini abis ntn bentar..biasanya ngantuk.. dan tidur...zz..zz..
ckck.. cepet bgt boboqnya.
btw dah pagi ini teh.. gua off dulu ah.. :>
o iya tgl 8 ini kita teh dah jalan 7 bulan jadian =D
Sunday, February 05, 2006
wuih dah lama pisan gua gak nge-blog! :P~
maap kalo ada yg sempet berkunjunk2 ke negeri yg sepi ini..^ ^~
update 2006.. apa yah?
gua baru balik dari indo+china..
sekarang di melbourne lagi. ceritanya buanyak amat sangat buanyak..
tp gak akan cerita2 yg dulu2 ah kepanjangan. cerita hari ini ajah.
gua lagi beres2in rumah, packing2 barang2 apa yg mau dikirim pulank nti ke indo..soalnya hrs nyicil.. gua 1 taon lagi doank di sini. abis itu ga tau mau ke mana lagi.. =)
maybe China.. again? kali ini gua kalo pegi harus kudu mesti sama tmn2 dkt gua.. kalo ga..jd garing! kalo jadi..pegi ma della..atau dudun..he he.
btw kenapa cowo kalo tidur bisa amat sangat lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa??
kita jd bt2an gara2 jam tidur dia yg ..er..gak ter-control?
hari ini gua makan mayan banyak.. lg demen mencoba2 resep..
cita2 gua... jd istri yg baik buat suami gua nanti.. yg bisa masak + buat kue..
trus bikinin bekel buat my kids nanti.. :D
mau punya dapur gede.. jd bisa ngulik2 di situh..
^ ^ jd pengen married.. lhow? he he he
abis ngeliat keponakan2 gua yg super lucu.. pinter..bawel..nakal..jail..
jd pengen punya juga... *^ ^*
gua musti beres2 lagi euy..ini rmh kyk kapal pecah :D
tp dlm 1week semua dah kelar..di-dus2-in dan dikirim.. sip2
pengen cepetan pulank indoooooow...
T.T
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
g lg dapet..jd 2 hari lalu sensi sendiri..=p
banyak sih yg mau ditulis di sini tp lagi banyak kerjaan euy..heheho
tonite g ke Canberra sama dani, dun2, ko alex, ci ita, dll..semuanya 48 orank! hehe.. gua seneng banget bisa pergi barenk dun2..ga nyangka =D 'n after the business seminar kita2 pasti semakin semangat jalanin business ini..=D
ini satu2nya bisnis network yg ngutamain self-development program and teaches us how to dream BIG..and do our part to achieve our dreams.
=D the CEP (Continuing Education Program) nya bener2 bagus 'n gua sukaaaa d especially Jim & Nancy Dornan & Mitch Sala.. they are humble leaders..and i'll see them tommorow! he he ho
danut lagi exam..nti malem baru ketemu yah yank =D
he he ho...jiayou..
nti g ngeblog lg kalo punya bnyk waktu..ehehe..
Thursday, October 13, 2005
this story is incomplete..but gpp d g ngantuk..
today..
i actually needed him..when i was walking alone at night.. 'n sepi..'n actually i wanted to show 'n prove to him that I can do it..
i don't need anyone...saya gak manja... when he asked "kamu bisa kan sendiri?" gua jawab langsung "iyah."
'n then .. waktu g beneran butuh .. he wasn't there.
oh my.. >.< i really needed him at that time..
but he forgot to turn his mobile on.. 'n my world almost fall.
15 minutes.. and i decided to stay @ my car.. almost asleep.
and then back there to the building @ 11.30 PM..and luckily somebody opened the locked door for me.. so I can went in and find them there..
tp dia jg tak enak ma saya.. abisnya..dia siiihhh -.-
kalo g gak back in more than 15mins..dia harusnya notice dunk..
uda malem gt..and i was alone.
tp uda 20menit-an kira2 .. ee..ga inget keberadaan saya -.-
>.<
mau marah tp gak efek..
sedih .. iyah..
kecewa .. iyah..
tp g ga boleh dipengaruhi keadaan
pokoke gua oke2 aja eniwei..
walo flu 'n capek..
gua masi punya strength.
itu yg harus disyukuri kan..
ko alex baeq..kasi vitamins dll =D lengkap pula.. thx yah ko =)
emank pacaran ituh saling mengasah..
tp abis itu baekan lha.. trus ke bdaynya bp..malem2..
sama anak2 masa foundy dulu plus beberapa maklhuk baru..
i had fun..
and capek.
and tiap kali pisah sama danut..
sedih d. .. bntr lagi qta LDR..huhu..
tp dia cool2 aja.. 'n capeq kali ya tiap kali gua mellow..meoooww..hehe
tp ada tmn yg seru kaya dun...jd should be ok la ya..
=D
Sunday, October 09, 2005
foto isenk yg dijadiin black & white.. gambarnya teu puguh ga smooth..tp eniwei.. ya uda.. hehe.
btw kmrn g dgr dari business seminar.. si Russell pembicaranya tuh bilank.. "love isn't look into each other's eyes.. but look into the same direction".
dalem d kata2nya.. 'n bener jg.. kalo dah nikah kan spt masuk dlm 1 bahtera.. so.. visi nya harus barenk.. gt d..
dapet nya banyak tp ga sempet tulis.. i have to do a lot of things nih.. masi ada 2 pr.. huho..
Thursday, October 06, 2005
kemaren gua presentasi IBS (International Business Strategy) and gua bener2 thx God deh..kita ada 2 groups yg presentasi on that day.. 'n dlm 1 group ituh dibagi2 tugas.. 'n gua dapetnya Critical Discussion Question 4a. Thx God d pokoknya krn ada yg dapet bagian Case Study Merrill Lynch 'n pertanyaannya super duper panjank.
Actually gua dapet answer untuk my part tuh lumayan last minute.. krn ituh 1 question bikin gua stress berjam-2 ga nemu jawabannya padahal dah ngulik buku 'n articles dll..
yg buat gua nervous adalah..banyak anak2 bule yg doyan ngelempar pertanyaan (krn dgn begitu mrk dapet nilai full 15% buat class participation).
i dont mind kalo ada yg nanya masih dalam konteks bahan yg gua baca .. tp lots of them nanya yg sebenernya terlalu specific.. eg. ada yg presenting ttg India, people asked that group about its relation with China. Jadi aneh =P
tp thx God gua doa minta jgn ada yg nanya seudah gua presentasi.. 'n Tuhan jawab eheeheh. dan jawaban yg gua temuin last minute ituh berguna emank =D
trus kasian d dindun..dia salah ngertiin question..'n dia mayan panik kmrn .. hehe. tp Tuhan baeq sih.. dunno g bisa nemuin bahan2 buat jawabannya dia. so simple. so fast.
trus seudah latihan presentasi getu.. kan ada waktu 1 jam. nah kita2 di lab computer.. 'n dindun bilang group nya gak ada yg mau kerja.. 'n salah satu dr mrk mau drop master.
so.. dindun harus kerjain bagian group nya semuanya! walah..kasian bgt.
trus gua tanya topicnya apaan...company mission nya apa etc etc..
'n Tuhan bae.. Dia bikin my brain lebih tokcer saat itu..heheh.
trus yah udah..dari simple description dia, gua kasi tau.. company objectives, action plans, contingency plans, short term&long term gitu..
and she was so amazed kok bisa ya gua mikir sejauh itu..
er... ga tau yah.. ituh sih gua rasa Tuhan bgt..
and weeks before jg sama.. bipi telp gua 'n stuck di assgn nya.. 'n dia ngasi tau company yg dia kerjain..trus gua ngasi so many ideas yg gua jg ga tau dari mana.. 'n dia dapet High Distinction.. 80+ nilainya.. woaa...
'n he was so happy waktu dapet nilai bagus getu 'n tlp gua =D
i mean.. gua ngerasa dulu tuh gua mayan bego waktu ngambil accounting krn 1st&2nd yr gua ancur.. 'n i thought i don't have that business brain whatsoever..and gua sempet lost my confidence.
tp di master ini...Tuhan baek..=D my brain lebih cemerlank.. hehe. Dia kembaliin confidence gua =) gua cuman rasa..it's not me..semua krn Dia tok.
eniwei perjuangan blun selesai.. nti ada final exam.
hiho hiho .. g harus bisa.. hrs blajar yg banyak.
btw seudah baca blognya kriz.. g ngerti yg dia rasa..kok sama ya hehe :D
yaudah g mau ini itu..daa
Sunday, October 02, 2005
hari ini g sempet stress..krn apa yg g plan bisa berubah2 getu due to some unexpected circumstances.. and kayak today..my cousin dateng ke melb wif his gf.. and he's so unorganised, terlalu nyante..'n krn g ada dasar choleric.. g can't stand it kalo dia buat jadwal sendiri in the last minute..'n td g sempet juteq gitu..
'n waktu g mandi.. td g ditegur gt d.. 'n g jd ngerasa bersalah bgt.. g kok gak ada sukacita getu yah.. >.< 'n abis mandi, g baru be myself lg.. 'n g bisa baekan ma mrk.. 'n ternyt cw nya dia jd mayan dkt ma g..aneh jg hehe.. i mean baru ktm, 'n sempet juteq bentar..trus abis ituh haha-hihi bareng..
pokoknya g mau blajar spt ci Ita.. she's so lovely and joyful di tiap keadaan gt.. 'n i think sukacita apa nggak, bt apa gak ituh tuh bener2 pilihan gua sendiri.
btw kmrn g kan tugas multimedia di Oasis PW Nite..trus i thought i wouldn't be a counsellor on that day krn i have another ministry buat dikerjain..'n waktu ada altar call.. gua cuman ngambil tissue 'n gua kasi2in ke anak2 yg di depan.. 'n g gak prepare apa2 buat counsel orank.. krn purely gua cuman mau ambilin tissue abis itu balik ke meja kompie.. 'n i thought counsellors mayan banyak..
'n ternyata ci lili nunjuk2 ke 1 anak cw.. yg lg nangis.. 'n gak ada counsellornya..
waaa.. g gak pernah counsel orang jd grogi.. g celingak celinguk apa ada yg gantiin gak ya.. 'n ternyata gak ada.. 'n yah udah.. g pikir lagi.. gak ada yg kebetulan.
yah udah.. pertama kali dlm sejarah g... g doain someone g gak kenal di altar call.. 'n g doa spy Tuhan kasih kata2 buat doa.. 'n yah udah ngalir gitu aja.. then kita2 hrs follow up..jd g grogi lagi.. 'n yah udah.. g tanya pelan2.. knpknp blabla.. 'n ternyata gua malah jd bawel sendiri.. 'n upss.. harusnya dia yg cerita2 kok malah g..=P yah ituh pertama kali.. =)
maybe a simple story yah..tp gua amazed aja kok Tuhan mau yah pake gua.. =p
gua gak pd getu d.. mending ministry yg simple2 ajah.. 'n this is new for me.. 'n berkesan jg..
5 taon lalu juga gua dulu maju altar call..krn hati gua hancur.. nangis2..blablabla..
'n someone prayed for me.. and ituh nolong bgt ngobatin hati =) kaya ada yg meluk hati gua d.. tenank...
so g jg mau jd counsellor yg baik..=D bukan g yg ngobatin luka hati..tp TY kan.. tp it's amazing, sekali lagi, kalo TY mau pake g.. yg i think..g tuh gak layak ajah nanganin hal2 spt ituh..=P
trus..g bersyukur kalo gua punya leaders yg deket ma g.. spt ko alex& ci ita.. they're really lovely..dewasa, tegas, galak tapi lembut..serius tapi lucu..sabar tapi tetep in control..
their lives tuh bener2 living testimonies..=) 'n mrk bisa serius, funky, jayus, kiyut..dll..hehe.
btw g lg belajar kembangin bisnis g di sini..i need JC ajah d.. krn g bener2 gak bisa apa2 =P
oh iya td di grj ko agus tanpa sengaja ktm g 'n ngobrol2.. 'n dia seriously recommend g buat apply kerjaan as an accountant and he'll help..tp kuliah gua harus part time, gak full-time. still thinking about it.. and sebenernya kalo dani di melb..
mau berapa lama di Melb jg i think ga gitu ngaruh..ga gituh jadi beban..
tp dani mau back 4 gud..next month kita bakalan start a LDR.
walo dia oke2 ajah 'n doesn't really matter gt.. tp for me..mayan juga -.-
maybe g gak pernah punya pengalaman berpisah gituh kali ya..jd a bit scary. =P
gua banyak maunya..
mau ambil 2 masters.. mau sekolah bahasa..mau kerja..mau bisnis..
tp ga tau yg mana yg kesampaian =)
yah udah g terusin asgn gua..
=)
fenfairy
lg diupdate lagi.. he he.
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